|
Wednesday, May 20
nx wk would b e grad day le... since feb, i've been wondering tis qs: "Have i chose e wrong path of raod?"
yup... after i've gave up my hopes on local uni, i've been wondering tis qs...
when i'm in pri sch, i've been wanting to get into AISS, follow by going into JC den Uni... but after i've got my PSLE results, i've given up e hope on AISS, cos i can't get in... so i went to YTSS... e 1st 2 yrs results were good... until sec 2... i dunno wat happen, i went into 3e4... but i opt to e last class 3e3, cos i dun wan 2 study history... after tis yrs, i do not hav any regrets abt going into YTSS n went 2 e last class during sec 3 n 4... cos i've met a grp of fun ppl, had happy memories in there n all... i've got e 'O' levels results tat i've wanted... but after which, i've to choose between my dream of going into JC or to get into poly... nx it was e course tat i've got 2 choose... wanted to study law management, cos i've a dream of becoming a lawyer wen i'm small... but after knowing it's not possible for poly students 2 get into a local uni for law n it would b a general knowledge thing, i've gave up... n i went into SP for biz adm which was my 1st choice... life was good during yr 1, fun class n all... but it came again, 2 mak another decision, 2 choose which option to further in... i've choose HR, cos i dun wan 2 b loaded wif so many projects in marketing... life sucks in yr 2, results sucks too... but i'm glad tat in yr 3, i've met a grp of girls for fyp... which made time better... online shopping during BD, girls talk on shopping, clothes, fashion n all... but i still got 2 buck up 2 pull my results back... which i've did done so... but after all tis, i've got 2 give up my dream on going into a local uni...
so sometimes i've been tinkin... if i had choosen JC after my 'O' levels, continue on my dream, would i hav a greater chance on getting into a local uni... but i know if i've choosen tat my 2 yrs in JC got 2 b a struggle cos of my eng which would b e GP...
or if i've choosen marketing during yr 1, mayb my results would b better... cos i know i've made a wrong choice of taking up HR... it's boring n not challenging... i do not hav any interest in it... which i know i would not carry on in tis HR line...
or is it cos of tat incident tat happened during poly yr 2 which cos my results 2 b so so so sucks... tat pulled all my GPA down so much which i've got 2 work so hard 2 pull them up in yr 3... i tink it might b cos of tat... it did really affected my mood so so so greatly tat i do not hav any mood 2 focus on my revision den on... i really hate e person who cos me so very very much...
i tink overall e wrong choice tat i've made would b wen i'm 15... n wen i'm 18, wen i've choose e wrong option...
but wat can i do??? time cannot b reverse back... e only thing i can do is 2 work damn hard e following 2 yrs plus n get my honors degree...
but i know n glad tat i would hav u, or rather Us 2 b by my side all e times...
posted by RoS @ 21:54 ~*~
**~~**~*~*~~*~*~~*~*~*~**~~*~*~*~*~~**~~**
|
